Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Soldier in the Army of the Lord

Well I just heard on the news about the UN trying to pass something about religious rights. That you can't discriminate against anybody's religion or try to convert or evangilize. The muslim countries are backing it up. Ya'll its time for us to get ready. To be sober and to have our eyes on Jesus. We are about to go through some hard times. There ain't gonna be a rapture..God dont make whimps he makes soldiers that are able to withstand the enemy!

That song "People ge ready, Jesus is coming soon!" keeps going through my head. Ya'll God is calling up his mighty army!

I am soldier in this army of the Lord!
Im a soldier in this army!
Im a soldier in this army of the Lord!
Im a soldier in this army of the Lord!

If I fight, let me fight in this army of the Lord.
If I fight, let me fight in this army.
If I fight, let me fight in this army of the Lord!
Im a soldier in this army of the Lord!

If I die let me die in this army of the Lord
If I die let me die in this army
If I die let me die in this army of the Lord
Im a soldier in this army of the Lord!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

My Musings

I had an awesome lunch today! Cheesy Chicken Over Rice!!! lol It was good for school food.
Well there is this guy that I am a friends with..We have never met but we have texted and talked on the phone. Well it wasn't to long ago he started dating this girl. I was like Omw when I found out because just like 2 weeks before we had sent pictures to each other. And I thought Hmm..maybe something is going to happen. Yea I look on his My Apostolic Network..and bam he is in a relationship! So yea He calls me out of the blue...and then the last time I talked to him, About all he talked about was how great his girlfriend was and how that he thought she was the One. So last night he calls me...I missed it because my phone was on silent and I was reading a book. And so when I saw it I called him back I only let it ring about 4 times and I hung up and turned my phone off! I am so sick and tired of being treated like that by guys I might actually like...I don't know what he is problem is...but if He needs someone to talk to too He needs to call his Gf or one of his really good friends! Right?

Monday, October 12, 2009


My mom has colon cancer, I think I mentioned it in my first blog. Well she'll be starting chemo here in a couple of weeks. It's hard to believe that my momma has cancer. But I can't despair, I know without a shadow of a doubt God will carry us through. He is the God of all Hope. Sometimes I start to get scared and I know its just the enemey trying to get my eyes off of Jesus. But I have to tell myself God ain't going to let us down.
Cancer is a horrible horrible thing, I have never had someone this close in my family to have it. I've been looking at the blogs here on blogger about different people that has cancer. Young people who have a whole life a head of them. But God may seem like He doesn't be he does. Cast all your care upon Him for He careth for you. I have to rest in that...God Knows! Don't Despair, God is There!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

Follow Your Heart

Wow..its already been 9 weeks into the school year! Thank the Lord it is my last year! Seniors Rock! Well now its that dreadful business...WHAT TO DO AFTER HIGH SCHOOL!! I know the Lord is leading me toward mission work and I want to do whatever he wants me to do. I have considered some Bible Colleges, but after looking over them and seeking the Lord about it. I knew they were some definite nos. But then my parents and I started talking about this college called Mt. Zion School of Ministry. Its part of Bro. David Wilkerson's work. I have been praying about this place so much for the past month. It's a wonderful college. You are there to get deeper in God and to have a more intimate walk with Him. And whats so great is that they are in the Truth. Their standards and beliefs are so much like mine. My Momma was telling me last night "Follow your Heart." I've been thinking about it.."following my heart." I want my heart to be fully focused on Jesus. And that verse keeps coming to mind Trust in the Lord with ALL THINE HEART and lean not unto thine own understanding, In ALL THY WAYS acknowledge Him and He shall direct thy paths. So I was also thinking "Well its not always good to follow the heart, cause sometimes it wants stuff thats not pleasing to God or gets caught up in its own fleshly desires." But what was so amazing is that first part of that verse..Trust in the Lord with all thine heart! I have to remind myself at times that God has got this He is control. I am his child and he will lead and guide me into all truth!

Thursday, October 8, 2009

The Love Of Jesus

You know I could write paragraph after paragraph about the Love of Jesus. So I will try to keep it Sweet and Short...
Every girl (just about) has this desire inside their heart to be a guy's girl. I know I have for the longest! I am only 17 and it feels like it will be forever before I meet and fall in Love with the Man God got has got for me. But what I am saying is that during this time of singleness..and often times an achy lonliness. Jesus has just been filling my heart with a satisfaction and Love and a longing for Him. I mean OMW here is the God of the universe and He wants me! This space of singleness is a time for me to be filled with His love!
Last Christmas my Mom bought me a book by Elisabeth Elliot called Passion and Purity. Omw! It helped me soo much! It was kinda like a guide book in form of a love story. And it was true love story (Elisabeth and her late husband Jim Elliot)! I have read that book over and over. God really used their love story to be such a source of encouragement!
Jesus is the Best thing that Has ever happened to me! He is always there..His love just so overwhelming and it fills every corner of my heart!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Our Victory Song

Hello Peoples!
Omw fall is coming fast! It is freezing outside and today I didn't bring a jacket. Anyways I wanted to share a song the Lord laid on my heart this morning. I was on my way to school and I was listening to the news on the radio. A story came on about a supreme court case. It was about a 7ft cross in some California desert that some WW1 veterans had put up. Well this man had been offended by it and was taking it to court. The cross had been boarded up. Well I felt like God was pulling me to turn the radio off and sing. So this song came about. It is a cry for the True Soldiers of Christ!

Our Victory Song
You may board up our wooden crosses
You may throw us all in prison
You may burn our Bibles
You may close down our churches

But we are graven on His hands
We shall do whatever He commands
We have been bought with a price
and There is no way we can deny
our Jesus

You may take away our houses
You may take away our clothes
You may take away our cars
But we still have riches untold

Cause we have been covered by his blood
the precious atoning blood
We have been filled with life anew
there is no way we'll submit to you

Jesus! Jesus! Jesus!
the One who has freed us
All the praise and honour to You
The One who is Faithful and True!

(Go to the K-Love News Page to read about the 7ft cross)